I'm lonely and need your love

For years, I lived with tension, jealousy, and anger. I live hard. In a sense, I was required to take care of all my needs by myself, there was no place to complain, to control my anger, even to the point of doing any kind of housework. Tired.

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I am like a weed that has been trampled underfoot, in the rain and blown by the wind. The grass may die, but prefers to survive. The grass grew taller and its roots strengthened. That's me right now.

I became a tough and strong person, a person who faced life rather than avoiding it. I became a hard worker with an independent income, not weathered by problems.

From all the obstacles I faced when I was a child, I learned and realized there was nothing to regret. Everything that happens is a long process to form a better person.

If in childhood my life was as usual, maybe I would not be strong when my papa left me forever. I will not be strong to survive without material after papa's death.
 

Everything is like something that has been outlined and must be passed by God, to prepare me as a strong woman. There is a quote that really touched my life. "Experience is a way to understand life. Without experience, you will never understand the real life."